So Near, but wait

So near, but wait
We are so close it must be fate
At first touch
We are so near and filled with lust
So Near, yet so far
Loving you is ever so hard
Falling for what seems to be
Never broken always free
Loving what is so close
Not ever one to boast
So near, yet so far
Pushing away ever so hard
Scared by the love that passed you by
Keeping your distance from me why
Smiling so happy when we are a lone
Wanting to close the deal on the phone
Keeping your distance an inch from me
Feels like miles for anguish
Shall set me free
Keeping the time at a pass
Longing for you is a task
Ever so distance
Ever so close
Your greatest of love is mine to host
Dreams of satin and lace
Shattered and broken all over the place
As fake as real as dramatic, and dumb
The broken-harted is tempted with fun
As my fixation comes to past
The coldest of reality holds its grasp