Ambivalent Foolish love
Not quite sure what I way thinking of

Always wanting better and having nothing to say
Not knowing lives strangest of mysteries today
Wonder just who you are
You are a beauty and a shooting star
Not a loner that I seek
You assume qualities I can not speak
An aria of mystery and guarded life
If you were around I be with you twice

I could talk and walk for a long time
Knowing your company is mine all mine
I am not a judge or a caddie geek
I might have my quirks and be freak
I have strong qualities that I hide behind
But my reality unfolds and is just fine
My heart is in cased with bitter twine
Always unraveling in it due time
I am just stuck in this fray
Knowing I am alone on most days

Wanting to know but overly guarded still
My openness is shut down by my will
Vanity is my greatest shame
Wanting to love and be with you all the same